It’s almost like waking up from a long sleep.
The kind where the world around you kept spinning, but you didn’t. You were in it, surviving moment by moment, unable to fully register what was happening — because your body knew you couldn’t handle it if you did.
Now, the numbness is fading. And what’s left is a storm I never fully processed.
The past few years feel like a blur of emotional pain that never had a place to land. There were moments where I’d stop and cry, not ov
